"Cinderella never asked for a prince. She asked for a night off and a dress."
Kiera Cass (via herdirtylittleheart)
Life ain't short, but it sure is small.
You get forever, but nobody at all.
Do you remember the last time I sat in front of the computer and texted the shit that was going through my mind? Well now is one of those times too, I need to let this thing out.
Remember that green eyed girl? Well, after all I told her how I felt about her. And guess what? She turned me down. Yeah, unfortunately she did. And you might ask; how do you feel about it? And well, I will answer that it has affected me more than I imagined, I thought that in the minute that I knew the answer, you know the “yes, I like you” or - the most possible scenario at that time and the thing that end up being true the…- “no, it’s not what I’m looking for” I would let the thing go but the damned “no” end up really affecting me, you know It’s hard, I never really thought it would be this way cuz, you know, it was just a kinda crush or something… well I guess it was a little more than a crush because I started to build some kind of feeling and start imagining shit but that’s why I decided to tell her what was going on with me and my freaking feelings in order to stop thinking that way or star building something new beside her. And yes the most probably thing show up, statistics never go wrong she said no, no, no… no. But you know, that’s not the worst part, the worst part is that I had this feeling, this feeling that felt so freaking right, that feeling of being safe around this girl, the feeling of coziness, that feeling of being completely able to build a great story. Yeah. That is the worst part, that my mind fooled me, that I was losing myself in a state of imagination, I was losing my mind, nothing that I ever thought that she might felt about me was real, none of it. That was the worst part, being such a fool. I fooled myself in a very, very clever way that really amazed me that it didn’t end up being true, because for a moment it felt really real. For a moment I could saw myself being capable of loving and be loved back, for a briefly moment I felt that, I felt reciprocated love, and yes it conclude being nothing but a creation of my lonely mind.